6/30 Back in Manhattan for a doctor’s appointment, routine EEG. I should note that I was indeed, for a couple of days recently, considering again to keep the apartment, but it just isn’t possible. I’m spending so much money to be with the kids every couple of weeks, I can’t also spend it on the luxury of being a city dweller, when in fact, I am not making any good use of the city at all. It is down to a very vague feeling at this point.