March 17. The way I think about the pandemic – the way I’ve been asking myself non-stop for two years what is the correct behavior, whether it is justified to do this or that – all of that is completely incomprehensible to J. I am a continental European, she is an American. She does something that seems plausible to her, and that settles the question. We stand in front of each other quite stunned and mutually cannot comprehend how one can live and think like that.