August 27. No great confidence in how the situation will develop. Unlike with my first son, where it was constantly getting better and soon reached the best possible state, without any surprise, without any disagreement, in great, heartfelt attachment, here it is constantly getting worse and the series of terrible surprises does not stop. My son wants a video chat three times today – when I wake up, on his boring afternoon, when he goes to sleep. I hope this goes well.